3o/11/2o06

hahas . hmmmm . maybe g0ing genting 0r cruise 0n the 8th - 1oth dec . hahaha . havent c0mfirmed yet th0ugh . must see h0w first . cuz g0t ROD .. hahaha . i cann0t aff0rd t0 miss ROD . =DD

khairul sent me this . it really t0uched me . and s0 i`ll p0st it here . hahaha .

2 BEAUTIFUL STORIES TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE ``

there was 0nce this guy wh0 is very much in l0ve with his girl .
this r0mantic guy f0lded 1,0o0 pieces 0f paper cranes as a gift t0 his girl .
alth0ugh , at that time he was just a small fry in his c0mpany ,
his future didn't seem t0o bright, they were very happy t0gether .
until 0ne day, his girl t0ld him she was g0ing t0 paris and will never c0me back .
she als0 t0ld him that she cann0t visualize any future f0r the b0th 0f them ,
s0 they went their 0wn ways there and then...
heartbr0ken , the guy agreed .
but when he regained his c0nfidence ,
he w0rked hard day and night ,
sl0gging his body and mind just t0 make s0mething 0ut 0f himself .
finally with all the hard w0rk and the help of friends ,
this guy had set up his 0wn c0mpany ..
you never fail until y0u st0p trying .
0ne rainy day, while this guy was driving ,
he saw an elderly c0uple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking t0 s0me destinati0n .
even with the umbrella, they were still drenched .
it didn't take him l0ng t0 realize they were his girl's parents .
with a heart in getting back at them ,
he dr0ve sl0wly beside the c0uple ,
wanting them t0 sp0t him in his luxury sedan .
he wanted them t0 kn0w that he wasn't the same any more ;
he had his 0wn c0mpany, car , c0nd0 , etc .
he made it!
what he saw next c0nfused him ,
the c0uple was walking t0wards a cemetery ,
and s0 he g0t 0ut 0f his car and f0ll0wed...
and he saw his girl ,
a ph0t0graph 0f her smiling sweetly as ever at him fr0m her t0mbst0ne and he saw his paper cranes right beside her ...
her parents saw him .
he asked them why this had happened .
they explained ,
she did not leave f0r france at all .
she was ill with cancer .
she had believed that he will make it s0meday ,
but she did n0t want t0 be his 0bstacle...
theref0re she had ch0sen t0 leave him .
just because s0me0ne d0esn't l0ve y0u the way y0u want them t0 ,
d0esn't mean they d0n't l0ve y0u with all they have .
she had wanted her parents t0 put his paper cranes beside her ,
because ,
if the day c0mes when fate brings him t0 her again...
he can take s0me 0f th0se back with him...
0nce y0u have l0ved ,
y0u will always l0ve .
f0r what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever .
the guy just wept...
the w0rst way t0 miss s0me0ne is t0 be sitting right beside her kn0wing y0u can't have her ,
see her 0r be with her ever again.........
h0pe y0u understand .
find time t0 realize that there is 0ne person wh0 means s0 much to you ,
f0r you might wake up 0ne m0rning l0sing that pers0n wh0 y0u th0ught meant n0thing t0 y0u .

KINDNESS pays !
0ne day ,
a p0or b0y wh0 was selling g0ods fr0m do0r t0 d0or t0 pay his way through sch0ol ,
f0und he had 0nly 0ne thin dime left ,
and he was hungry .
he decided he w0uld ask f0r a meal at the next h0use .
h0wever , he l0st his nerve when a l0vely y0ung w0man 0pened the d0or .
instead 0f a meal he asked f0r a drink 0f water .
she th0ught he lo0ked hungry s0 brought him a large glass of milk .
he drank it slowly ,
and then asked ,
"h0w much d0 i 0we y0u"
"you d0n't 0we me anything ," she replied
"m0ther has taught us never t0 accept payment f0r a kindness ."
he said....
"then i thank you fr0m my heart ."
as howard kelly left that house ,
he not 0nly felt ; str0nger physically ,
but his faith in g0d and man was strong als0 .
he had been ready t0 give up and quit .
years later that y0ung w0man became critically ill .
the l0cal d0ct0rs were baffled .
they finally sent her t0 the big city ,
where they called in specialists t0 study her rare disease .
dr. howard kelly was called in f0r the c0nsultati0n .
when he heard the name of the t0wn she came from ,
a strange light filled his eyes .
immediately he r0se and went d0wn the hall 0f the h0spital t0 her r0om .
dressed in his d0ct0r's g0wn he went in to see her .
he rec0gnized her at 0nce .
he went back t0 the c0nsultati0n r0om determined t0 d0 his best to save her life .
fr0m that day he gave special attenti0n t0 the case .
after a l0ng struggle , the battle was w0n .
dr. kelly requested the business office t0 pass the final bill t0 him for approval .
he l0oked at it ,
then wr0te s0mething 0n the edge and the bill was sent t0 her r0om .
she feared t0 0pen it ,
f0r she was sure it w0uld take the rest of her life t0 pay for it all .
finally ,
she lo0ked ,
and s0mething caught ;
her attention 0n the side as she read these w0rds.....
"paid in full with 0ne glass 0f milk ."
(signed) dr . howard kelly .
tears 0f j0y flo0ded her eyes as her happy heart prayed :
"thank y0u , GOD , that y0ur l0ve has spread abr0ad thr0ugh human hearts and hands."

hahas . was t0tally t0uched man .. =D thanks!

0kayyy pe0ple . im BACk . misses ? hahahaa .

25/11/2o06

hmmms . t0day g0 help 0ut . hahaha . did de usuals . n0thing much t0 say lar .

26/11/2o06

haha . t0day packed camp stuff and slacked de wh0le day . h0h0 .

27/11/2o06

hmmm . band camp starts t0day. hahaha . saw al0t 0f pingyians . missed them al0ts . they came 0ver f0r exchange pr0g . haha . den saw shafiq seni0r .. haha . fall in . put utensils in canteen , put bags at respective d0ms and went b0nding . den played games . den secti0nals . saw sherlina . hahah . she helped me with the mallet parts . den erm . nidda try with 4 sticks . 0kayy . fine . wadever . my hands are sh0rt . hahaha . den it was 0kay with 4 sticks . den saw khairul . haha . den he came .. helped 0ut the rest . den after that he came and helped de mallets . den he was like why must play with 4 sticks . why dun we try 2 sticks . den use 2 sticks l0r . hahaha . den c0mbined . den lunch . secti0nals again . den c0mbined at hall . and damn . the marimba is DEAD 0nce again . de wh0le thing was disabled lar . hais .. den after that i think went dinner 0r wad.. den pingyians went back . khairul and sherlina went back with them t0oo . haha . at arnd 5+ larh . den ermms . after dinner . did de creative band concert thingy . bef0re lunch and dinner 0s0 g0t d0 larhs ... hahaha . den ermmm . played games . den g0t the blindf0ld 0ne . hahaha . s0 funny lar. 0kay . den after that .. i f0rg0t alr .. haha . g0t 0ne time c0mbined . laughed t0o hard alr . den v0mitted ! =(( id0it . den g0t play truth 0r dare . whahaha . i didnt kena aniting bad larhs . hahaha .

HAPPY 14TH BURFDAY CHERYL MEI ! =D

28/11/2o06

whahaha . t0day w0ke up at 7.3o am . den d0 m0rning pt . haha . ran ab0ut 3 r0unds ar0und the netball and basketball c0urt . damn tired! hahaha . den den .. secti0nals ba .. den after that i f0rg0t le .. den dun0e wad lar . f0rg0t le .. khairul and cy came at arnd lunch time ba . 12+ liddat . haha . den ermmm. wanna v0mit again .. but this time false alarm .. l0l .. den secti0nals . khairul t0ok us . damn funny . we keep 0n laughing can .. den its like when we play , 0ur last finger tends t0 c0me 0ut . den s0me0ne says its gay 0r smth .. haha .. i f0rg0t wh0 .. den i saw khairul`s last finger p0ping 0ut . i laughed like hell lar . 0ppps . ps ps . hahaha . den ermmm . did de warm up .. khairul arh khairul .. s0 p0or thing . had a hard time teaching b0on xian juz 2 bars larhs . p0or thing arh khairul ... den he call shafiq [sec 2 ] br0wn hair 0r wad der .. haha . s0 funny . den he say wads wr0ng with black hair ? de wad wad .. i f0rg0t lia0 . haha . den erm .. c0mbined i think . hahaha . den they keep 0n cracking j0kes lar . haiy0z .. id0it man .. den ermmm .. c0mbined awhile .. den t0ok instruments 0ut . den khairul teached syahmi de snare .. den den .. he 0s0 teached mira the mallets part . its damn fast larhs ... hahaha . mira had a hard time ... h0h0 .. den khairul went t0 eat with qz , cy . hahaa . den ermmm .. c0mbined again .. den ermmm .. very funny lar. den dinner time .. hmmmm . n0 v0mitting .. l0l . den during dinner. saw khairul , qz , cy and jing jing c0ming back . l0l . haha . den c0mbined .. hmmm . played de creative thingy .. den after that g0t break . den khairul talked t0 us .. ab0ut al0t 0f things lar .. den he left after that.. at arnd 7.5opm .. hahas . hmmm . den ermmm . put back instru t0 music r0om . washed up . den after that went AVA r0om .. watched happy feet awhile . den night walk start .. haha . den hahaha .. sahiddah and jack was de first one t0 g0 0ff . den den watched happy feet . damn cute can .. hahas . den ermm . mr p0h , zach , felix an shafiq came in de AVA r0om . they were like scaring pple lar . den see the scary m0vies . den al0t pple cry lar . hais . den it was my turn .. haha . i went wif SU ! =D haha . it was 0kay the wh0le j0urney . we were like grabbing each 0thers hands s0 tight lar . den 0ur legs were s0 pain ! keep 0n st0pping .. hahaha . den ermmm . wasnt s0 scared lar . g0t the marbles all that de .. den when ending .. at de hall stairs there . sahiddah scare me like hell . sh0ut and sh0ut . den mr p0h , shafiq , felix and zach scare her back . den i damn scared lar . den cry . -.- hahah . 0kayy . juz laugh ... HAHAHA . den ermmm . c0ntinued walking ... den reached le .. den farhan they all scare me again . argh .. den after that . ermmm .. wenzii cry till very jialat lar . haiyoz .. cuz j0anna scare her like hell behind de curtains . 0mg .. hahaha . den den .. finished le . g0 back AVA r0om . den briefing . den g0 sleep .

29/11/2o06

denn .. t0day w0ke up at 8am .. hahaha . den erm .. m0rning pt . den ran like 5 m0r0nic r0unds . i think s0 . den breakfast . den c0mbined . den played sunrise and night safari . den at ab0ut 11am .. went d0wn t0 f0yer . ermm . den did the creative band c0ncert thingy .. den ab0ut a few mins later . mr th0ng came and with the jun yuan band members . hahahha . den secti0nals with them . secti0nals bec0me see the last time de ph0t0s . hahaha . den c0mbine music at hall . den ermm . was 0kayy . den at ab0ut 4.3o .. ermm .. packed things up .. den rushed d0wn .. den ermmm . band went up t0 de classr0om t0 clear up everything . den g0 canteen re-arrange the chairs and tables .. den take utensils . den take bel0ngings . fall in . den ermm . give 0ut c0nsent f0rm . den haha . huixin kn0cked d0wn my b0ttle . the water all fl0w 0ut . h0h0h0 . den ermm . everything settled le . fall 0ut . den went h0me .. den ermm . cant sleep . s0 watched teeevee . =)

HAPPY 18TH BURFDAY SZEYUAN JIE ! =D

0kayy . end here . quite a l0ng p0st ler . =)

23/11/2o06

hahas . went help 0ut parents t0day . wh0le day . haha . usuals again . n0thing much t0 say . hmmmm . s0 sian l0rs . hahas . im b0red .

24/11/2o06

t0day had band . hahaha . hmmmm . yeah . i saw CHELSEA MUMMY ! =DD and yilian mei ; andrew k0r ; tahir ; b0oo ke0ng .. hmmm . f0rget alr larhs . haha . s0oo great t0 see mummy . l0ls . hmmm . she didnt tell me she c0ming t0day and thus i didnt bring her sweet al0ng . i pr0mised t0 give her der . haha . next time then . hmmmm . yeah . played 0verture jubil0s0 ; jerich0 ; can`t take my eyes 0ff y0u ; instant c0ncert ; march triumph ; tequila . hahas . it was fun lar . the finally is FINALLY fixed after s0o many failures . l0l .. yeah . i can play de marimba again . hahas . hmmmm .. tmr going to help 0ut again den sunday there`s perf0rmance . haha . yay . den m0nday band camp . have xchange pr0g wif PYians . yay . i miss them all t0ns ! =D

end here . watching teeveee .

2o/11/2o06

hahas . hmmm . t0day went my sch0ol de behind wif jie t0 buy her slippers . i b0ught new sh0es t0o . heh . yay . hmms . its kinda 0kay lar . den went dun0e where buy sweets . haha . den went h0me .

21/11/2o06

hmmms . t0day had band . went caltex t0 buy vita s0y f0r carmen mei . haha . cuz her bass clar very de heavy . hmmm . den secti0nals . we spent the wh0le m0rning fixing the marimba can . hahas . hmm . de marimba is sp0it . wthhhh . =( and its like very hard t0 fix back l0r . i had t0 g0 in between the p0le t0 screw the screw inside . de reas0n why i need t0 g0 in is that . n0 0ne can g0 in lahs . haha . that is bad . hmmm . s0 my hair was in a mess then . arghh . like crazy gurl . lol . hmmm . den c0mbined . den had lunch break . den didnt went t0 eat . stayed back t0 fix de marimba . hahaha . den after lunch . played t0 challenge the sky and heavens ab0ve . den secti0nals . hahaha . den c0mbined . mr th0ng came . played pilatus . den it was like repeating the wh0le thing again and again . sian -ed -ed! =) hahaha . hmm . den dismissed . went h0me . rushed art . haha . im s0 guai . l0l . den slept at 12+ l0r . tired . and i saw sammie jie , y0ngzhen , jaslyn , kah jun , edwin . hahaha .

22/11/2o06

hahas . t0day had band again . hmmm . played new s0ng . hmmm . jerich0 . hahaa . de s0ng is damn hard can ?! i hate it ! s0 many sharps and flats . and i was s0 c0nfused . 0mg ! damn irritating . hahah . 0kayy . shall m0ve 0n .. den went secti0nals . den lunchbreak . den fixed de marimba after lunch break again . hahaha . den den .. hmmms . shafiq helped us 0ut . haha . thanks . but its still sp0ilt ?! hahha . very hard t0 fix lar . arghhh . den secti0nals . went 0utside den after awhile . huixin came and said . c0mbine . hahaha . we just m0ved the instru 0ut. arghh . den m0ved everything back again . haha . c0mbined pilatus . hmmm . den at 5 , was dismissed . haha . den went h0me l0r . haha . i was s0 dumb t0 think that my unif0rm was at h0me when it is in sch0ol . nevermind . shall get it back 0n friday . hehe . hmm . saw shafiq , siewli , kai yee t0day .. l0l . den reached h0me .

hmmm . went khairul`s bl0g . hahaha . yeah . he believed me . thanks khairul . THANK YOU ! =D im s0o damn happy n0w . hahaha . my name is CLEARED! haha . yeah . khairul`s burfday is in 1 m0nths time . h0h0 . stay cheerful and happy and welc0me y0ur 17th burfday .. haha. 0kay , this is lame . =p

t0 that stupied pers0n wh0 tagged : st0p making tr0uble . thank y0u . and dun be dumb la . d0 all these stupied things . hahaha .

`` we are true friends indeed ! =D ``

im super happy n0w . s0 dun try t0 be stupied and sp0il my m0od here . thanks .

2o/11/2o06

okay . this is t0tally irritating ME!!! damn that pers0n wh0 tagged at khairul`s bl0g using my name is t0tally an id0it . a stupied 0ne !!!! hey . if y0u wanna tag . please DO NOT use my name ?! i simply hate this 0kay . i said alrdy . WE ARE ONLY NORMAL FRIENDS ! understand ? i dun think y0u understand th0ugh . yea . i talked things 0ut with khairul a few days ag0 . everything is s0lved alr . but why create tr0uble again ? y0u n0t happy that im 0kay wif him alrdy issit ? can y0u dun care s0o much . i hate this lar . if y0u dun like ur name , change ur name then . ask ur parents to change ur name . change it ! why tag with 0ther pple`s name hur . i hate y0u ! why must y0u make things w0rst again when we s0lved everything alr . is there a need f0r y0u t0 d0 that ? im s0o pissed n0w . im already n0t in de m0od alr . why sp0il my m0od even m0re ? huh ? whyyyyy ?!?!?! hais . can y0u pe0ple STOP d0ing this . at first was using khairul`s name .. and n0w using my name .. wads wr0ng with y0u ? are y0u stupied 0r retarded 0r wad ? i juz cann0t t0lerate this anym0re . please . pe0ple . me and khairul are juz NORMAL FRIENDS . are y0ur eyes retard 0r wad ? cant y0u see the w0rds NORMAL FRIENDS here ???????! 0kayyy . this t0tally sp0iled my m0od . why create m0re tr0ubles f0r me again ?

t0 khairul .

khairul . that is NOT me . i can swear . if thats me , im g0nna be struck by lightning and thunder in fr0nt 0f y0u . i swear !! oh well . here`s an0ther id0it pers0n here . creating tr0uble everywhere . first at my tag using y0ur name . n0w at y0ur tag using my name . hais . why is this happening . yes . i swear that is n0t me !! not me not me not me . please . khairul . if y0u really think it is me . that means y0u dun trust me . we juz patched things up days ag0 when an0ther m0r0n tagged at my bl0g . i dun wan anything like this t0 happen again . juz t0 tell y0u that . it is n0t me . i w0nt d0 such things and w0nt write such things . im n0t a stupied pers0n . trust me . its really n0t me . TRUST ME . khairul . im s0rry f0r everything that happened . but it is really n0t me . TRUST ME PLEASE . y0u`re my friend right ? s0 trust me . it is not me . if y0u dun trust me , i`ve g0t n0thing t0 say anym0re . we`re friends . friends trust each 0ther . hais .

19/11/2o06

band 0uting cancelled . =(( hais . anyways . i dun have de m0od lar . s0 n0 difference . hahaha . hmmm . went help 0ut la . washed plates the wh0le day l0r . cut mushr0oms . hmmm . al0t 0f things lar . and i ate fish t0day . haha . 2 fish leh . l0l . i must be crazy l0r . hmm . yea . did de usuals . hmmm . still dun have any ideas 0n art . hais . there`s less0n 0n wed . die die . hmms . maybe i`d d0 it tmr since 0uting is cancelled . later g0ing 0ut .. g0 sch0ol de behind . acc jie g0 buy slippers . and maybe g0 bugis buy my sh0es ! hahas . if she wanna g0 den g0 l0rs . if dun want den hmm . i dun0e lia0 . hahaha . hmmmm . s0 sian . im sleeping s0on . night . =)

18/11/2o06

-EDITED !!

hahas . im back t0 bl0gging . hmmm . this are still getting w0rst . hais . lost a friend . i`ll heed chelsea mummy`s advice ! =D thanks mummy . muacks . =D LOVE LOVE !

yeah~ esther`s jie g0nna get me christmas prezzies fr0m hk ! yeah . hahas . im g0nna get her 0ne t0o .. her bdae prez cum christmas prez . exchanging 0f prez yeah . muahaha . l0ves esther jie jie . miss y0u al0ds ! =D

argh .. missed the drumline perf0rmance at ngee ann p0ly t0day . hahas . h0pe they did fine yea . =)

alrights . the rest 0f this year `s schedule ; im just t0o lazy t0 update it t0 my calender . s0 i`ll juz write it here .

18 n0v ~ finish up art preps . comic ! argh .. s0 many t0 d0 . but i have t0 d0 it f0r de sake 0f the exams . l0l . and the drawings . g0tta add in s0o many many things .

19 n0v ~ g0 help 0ut at mummy`s stall . yeah . d0ing the usuals again . when i c0me back , g0tta catch up 0n the art preps if i`ve n0t finished it .

2o n0v ~ band 0uting t0 escape theme park ! yayness ! =D h0pe its 0pen 0n that day . please . hahas .

21 n0v ~ band prac . 11am - 6pm . after that g0tta rush art again . omg . sian -ed -ed . hahas .

22 n0v ~ art . last less0n 0f the m0nth ! yeah . and there`s band prac . yeah . everytime clashed wif band . -.- i hate this .

23 n0v ~ g0 help parents 0ut again and h0mew0rks maybe g0ing t0 buy sec 4`s b0oks . hahas .

24 n0v ~ band prac againx . =D

25 n0v ~ g0 help 0ut parents again and h0mew0rks .

26 n0v ~ VIVA tampines perf0rmance at bed0k reserv0ir .

27 - 29 n0v ~ band camp !

3o n0v ~ help 0ut parents at stall and h0mew0rks . hahas .

1 dec ~ band prac .

2 dec - 5 dec ~ h0mew0rks . buy sh0es , cl0thes , sh0rts .

6 dec ~ band prac .

7 dec ~ h0mew0rks !

8 dec ~ band rec0gniti0n cerem0ny . yeah . =D

9 dec ~ help 0ut / h0mew0rks .

1o dec ~ ESTHER JIE`S BURFDAY !! =P

11 - 12 dec ~ h0mew0rks / packing 0f stuff f0r thailand trip .

13 - 17 dec ~ thailand trip . yeah . syahmi`s bdae . DREAMWORLD here i c0me ! =D

18 dec -21 dec ~ glady`s burfday . unpacking 0f things / h0mew0rks .

22 dec ~ KHAIRUL`S BURFDAY !!!!!!! =DD hahas . FOREVER FRIENDS ! i`ve b0ught prezzie alr . a very small 0ne th0ugh . its the th0ughts that c0unts kays . =)

23 dec -24 dec ~ help 0ut / repack my r0om .

25 dec ~ CHRISTMAS DAY ! prezzies fr0m ESTHER JIE and LYNDA . =pp

26 - 31 dec ~ h0mew0rks / pack bag ! hahas . this is lame . muahahax .

start 0f year 2o07 . new start f0r me . yeah .

HAIS . i still dun have any inspirati0ns f0r my art sketches . i dun have time t0 d0 it f0r the next 3 days 0r s0 . cuz im packed . see the schedule ab0ve . haha . but i guess i w0nt be able t0 f0ll0w the schedule t0day cuz i cant think 0f aniting n0w . arghhhhh . gimme s0me m0tivati0n pe0ple . hahaha . damnit . i`ve been thinking s0 hard 0n wad t0 d0 but my mind is in a t0tal blank . BLANK . hais . die die die . arghhhh .

FRIEND ; get well s0on alrights . heh . talk t0 me lar ! =D

whenever i`ve n0thing t0 d0 . i will think 0f the w0rds she said . why . why . WHY . i juz cant c0ntr0l my th0ughts n0w . i want all this t0 end s0on . yea . real s0on . please .

0kays . g0tta end here lers . l0ngggg p0st yea . haha .

l0st a friend . n0t this 0ne but the 0ther 0ne . y0u sh0uld kn0w wh0 hur . =)

17/11/2o06

hahas . went help 0ut the wh0le day . did the usuals . but m0re den the usual . im s0oo tired . i guess im still n0t in de m0od t0 d0 aniting yet . hais . wad happened t0 me ?! alrights . i will get 0ver it s0on . i pr0mised wenzii le . =D i will keep my pr0mise de . a big smile f0r y0u wenzii . nar . =DD heh . i can`t wait f0r thailand trip . but i need sh0es ; pants ; sh0rts ; shirts . s0 many many things . hahaas . yea . can`t wait t0 get christmas prezzie fr0m lynda . =)

hmmms . i guess thailand trip will be damn fun yea . but mr p0h w0nt be c0ming wid us . =(( hais . i s0 wished he c0uld c0me al0ng wid us lar . nvm lar . hmmm . yea . can`t wait f0r de band 0uting t0ooo . escape ! yeah . h0pe its 0pen 0n that day lar . please . hahhas . seni0rs . d0 c0me al0ng alrights =)

i was explaining things t0 her but she dun wanna listen . hey . wad attitude is this ? why cant y0u hear me 0ut ? hais . things are s0o w0rst n0w .

HAPPY 17TH BURFDAY NORMAN KOR ! =D

15/11/2o06

erm .. had art again . den had c0uncil meeting . den went h0me . den g0 help 0ut . hahas . den back h0me .

16/11/2o06

s0rry f0r n0t updating de last few days . it was 0kays . dun have de m0od t0 even c0nt . n0w . hais . all becuz 0f june`s p0st ! =( 0kay 0kay .

JUNE`
i didnt kn0w things will end up this way . y0u sh0uld and have t0ld me t0 st0p everything when y0u started t0 get irritated alr . y0u sh0uld have talked t0 me nicely and n0t in that manner ! i talked t0 y0u nicely but wad did i get ? hur .. i kn0w im n0t fit t0 be y0ur friend becuz i vent everything 0n y0u . i trusted y0u s0o much thats why i t0ld y0u everything . yes . i kn0w im irritating y0u s0metimes . but when i read y0ur p0st . wads my feelings ? i kn0w y0u d0nt even care 0ne bit . i kn0w ! but hey . i didnt put it as big as y0urs 0kayy . i dun want the wh0le w0rld t0 kn0w either . but at least i put it in small and cancelled it . and n0t put it big and in b0ld . i respect y0u . but n0t y0u way 0f d0ing and saying things . yes . things are getting w0rst . i kn0w . but y0u d0nt have t0 ign0re me . y0u can talk t0 me nicely de right ? but y0u dun want . y0u juz wr0te it all 0ut . and ign0re me . y0u dun even let me explain . like hell0 . i was trying t0 explain things t0 y0u but i was ign0red . IM SAD . I CRIED s0o hard that i v0mitted . y0u happy cuz y0u dun even give a damn . i kn0w i kn0w . n0w im trying t0 explain things t0 y0u but y0u juz wr0te all this . yea . juz like that . i ran 0ut 0f w0rds . i st0pped and teared . hey . i TRUSTED y0u den i tell y0u everything . but little did i kn0w i irritated y0u . y0u didnt tell me aniting . y0u juz ign0red me as and when y0u like . yea . i trust ALL 0f them . but i trusted y0u m0re . but y0u ? 0kay . im sad . hais . this is all MY fault . n0t y0ur fault . happy ?! i t0ld y0u everything and n0w i`ll juz st0p . STOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i kn0w im irritating . i irritated s0o many 0f them alr . but they f0rgive me ! but why can`t y0u . n0w y0u say i dun even fit t0 be y0ur friend . i always treat y0u as my friend . n0t just a friend . but a trustw0rthy friend . n0w i can`t say that anym0re cuz things turned 0ut this way . y0u dun even gimme a chance t0 explain . i`ve pushed 0ver y0ur limits . alright . yea . she CAN be y0ur darling n0w . cuz im n0t anym0re . y0u can happily g0 live y0ur 0wn live w/o me . i kn0w its g0od f0r me cuz y0u`ve put d0wn a burden . but wadever the case is , y0u`re still my friend f0rever even if y0u dun treat me as 0ne ... =)

14/1o/2o06

0kayy . t0day had band . learnt new s0ng . challenge t0 the sky and heavens ab0ve . 0r smth de . pingyi played it bef0re . haha . jiafeng seems t0 have difficulty playing the mallet parts . but i dun . hahaha . can help her 0ut the next time i g0 there alr . yay . hahas .

hmmm .. den after band , had lunch wif secti0n . den went back band r0om fix instru . de marimba . haha . and finally it`s fixed . yay ! im playing that f0r de new s0ng . marimba , bells and chimes . yay . seri0usly speaking . i can`t reach the sec0nd r0w 0f n0tes 0f the chimes . that`s h0w sh0rt i am . haha . laugh all y0u want . i dun care . hahas . hmmm . den at dun0e wad time .. went back . went t0 mum`s stall straight away . den erm .. at dun0e wad time . da jiu , da jiu mu , da yi , long long k0r k0r and his gf came 0ver . hahah . they had dinner . den erm . didnt talk t0 them la . juz sit 0ne side . haha .

hmmm . this is s0 sian . havent d0ne art sketches yet . arghh . im s0 dead l0r . must d0 it s0on . haha . maybe tmr wake up early draw barhs . end here . im tired alr . =)

12/11/2o06

0kayy . juz talked things 0ut wif khairul . ermm . it is 0kay . we`re just friends . n0 d0ubts . n0rmal friends we shall be . =) haha . at first it was irritating la . cuz 0f the tags . th0se m0r0ns wh0 tagged . hais . t0tally pissed me 0ff . explained things t0 him and yea . ab0ut wad he said t0 me . shall n0t be revealed here . it`s kinda .. i dun0e h0w t0 explain . shall keep it t0 myself . =) juz let things be like n0w . everything`s fine between us n0w . =) yeah . i like the feeling like this . just like in the past . haha . thanks khairul . =D haha . and like he`s n0t talking again . as usual . after we s0rt things 0ut . he`ll always n0t talk . dun0e wads up with him . haha . nevermind . the main thing is that we`re juz friends . teeheex . y0u have my pr0mise . i have y0ur pr0mise . =)

- it d0esn`t matter at all . we dun have t0 start afresh as if we were in a relati0nship . we were friends last time and it d0esn`t change n0w . -

`` FOREVER FRIENDS WE SHALL BE . ``

i kn0w i`m n0t the right pers0n f0r y0u .

o7/11/2o06

had band again as usual . hahaha . hmmm . n0thing much lar . actually is i cant rmber alr . hahah . s0rry la . bad mem0ry lar . =)

o8/11/2o06

erm .. t0day went help 0ut at stall again . hahah . fr0m 11+ in de m0rning till 1o+ .. hahaa . hmmm . did de usuals . again . muahaha . 0kay . n0thing much t0 say th0ugh .. hee . sian sian .

o9/11/2o06

hmmm . t0day had band . left at 9.20 .. cuz i have art at 9.3o . 0kay .. i th0ught it was till 12.3o . den it was till 2 ! argh . hafta skip band becuz 0f this . hais . den at there . did de prep l0r . haha . i was de 0nly 0ne wh0 d0esnt have t0 d0 the mindmap . cuz i had everything d0ne . haha . and i th0ught 0f 2 st0ries last minute . heh . but miss te0 said it was g0od 0kay . =p hmmm . den after that .. was s0 funny . met ying . den went t0 buy fries . den went t0 buy slippers . den went h0me . slacked . =)

1o/11/2o06

haha . went PY . hmmmm . was in de same train as jeanette mei . hmmm . waited and waited .. sian . wenzii mei juz w0ke up lar . -.- den she called me .. den crapped wif nette . den at 10+ wenzii came . den went 7-11 . nette b0ught slurpee . haha . de green apple thing cant c0me 0ut lar. den wenzii g0 and push the handle hard and de drink came 0ut .. haha . scared nette . s0 funny . wenzii kept laughing la . HAHAHA . hmmm . den went py . they st0pped at clar there . den i went find perc . they were moving int0 a dun0e wad r0om . i think is maths de . cuz g0t the f0rmulae all that l0r . hee . i saw farz ! =D den erm . sat at the back wif nette and wenzii . haha . den played al0t 0f s0ngs lar. den helped abit wif the instant c0ncert . h0h0 . den erm . g0t drumline perf0rmance . mr p0h f0rg0t all ab0ut it lar . hahah . but i didnt get t0 see it th0ugh . =( den erm . j0seph hit my head ! argh . id0it . wad did i d0 ?! i havent get back t0 him yet f0r saying th0se things . argh .. 0ne day i will . hahahaha . after that did de gimmicks f0r tequila .. haha . it was damn funny l0r . den chelsea MUMMY`s head will like tilt 0ne side all the time l0r . s0 funny . den rec0rded de s0ngs . but wasnt clear s0 i deleted it . hahaha . den erm . after band walked t0 the gate . and guess wh0 i saw ? hahaha . JUNHONG KOR !! =D s0 l0ng n0 see him alr . finally get t0 see him .hahaha . called his name . he didnt hear . i think . den he was parking his bike t0o . hahaha . but he did say hi t0 me . haha . den after that rushed h0me . washed up and went help 0ut at parents stall . den was like washing de plates and all . my back hurts damn badly at night . hahaha . den den .. crapped awhile . den helped keep all the things . washed dishes and went h0me .

11/1o/2o06

t0day w0ke up at 9+ .. had bad st0machache till n0w . sian . den was like s0 pain pain pain . =( den after that ate lunch . den went t0 sleep . put the medicated 0il . den rub rub den sleep . c0uldnt sleep den went put medicated 0il again . den sleep . this time i can sleep . haha . den erm . w0ke up at 4+ . den watched teevee till n0w. im still having st0machache . =( g0ing t0 bed early .

o5/11/2o06

hmmmm . n0thing much t0day .. erm . i f0rget wad i did t0day . s0 i think 0f them le den write it d0wn barhs . teeheex . =)

o6/11/2o06

0kay . went help 0ut at mum`s stall all day . fr0m 11+ in de m0rning till 9+ ... haha . im sucha g0od gurl . =p hmmm . juz cut and sliced carr0ts . hmmm . did de usual lar . lazy t0 type it all 0ut man . hee . hmmm . there`s band tmr . g0tta turn in early . arghhh . its kinda late n0w . hmmmm . yea . b0ught 1 new sh0rts . 1 new jacket . 1 new shirt . hahaha . thats ab0ut it . g0tta buy m0re 0f these 0ne week bef0re the thailand trip . yay . im s0 happy t0 ann0unce that i can make it f0r the thailand trip . thanks mum and dad . =D l0ve y0u .

HAPPY 17TH BURFDAY JIEFANG ! =)

o2/11/2o06

haha . t0day had art . hmmm . did de usual . after that . went buy fries . back t0 sch0ol . had c0uncil meeting and went h0me .

o3/11/2o06

hmm . had art again . did de usual . den g0t h0mew0rks . haha . hate them ! hmmm . den went f0r band at arnd 12.3o . haha . was 0kay lar . secti0nals . den den c0mbined . played pilatus ; mountain 0f ......... den was s0 fun l0r . hahaha . missed s0me parts th0ugh . den went lunch break . went wif secti0n t0 KFC . den eat eat . mavis taught us smth new . hahaha . den went t0 l0ok f0r de ph0t0c0pyier . damn lar . it was s0o0 near t0 us yet we didnt kn0w . we walked 0ne big freaking r0und and t0 see de ph0t0c0pyier is right 0utside de k0pitiam . what the .. hahaha . we were s0 stupied lar. 0kayy . den went back band r0om .. c0mbined a few times m0re .. haha . mr p0h said timpani GAY instead 0f timpani GURL . ahahhahaa . s0 funny . den played virginia . damn . i missed 0ut 2/3 0f the triplets part . damnnnn . argh . neh mind . try harder next time . heh . den dismissed . den ran 7 r0unds . this is when de bad part c0mes . i was s0 damn dizzy . i dun0e why . n0 energy t0 run . arghh . damn damn . s0 weak . maybe it`s due t0 everyday w0rk . =(( den after fall 0ut i cant m0ve lar . was 0n the venge 0f fainting . huixin and su came . helped me t0 the chair . den sit d0wn . den carmen , mavis , wenxi , nette they all came . hais . sian . still c0uldnt breathe pr0perly . like damnit . arghhhh . den j0seph came .. haha . he said al0t 0f things . blah blah . s0 lu0 s0 . =) den erm went t0 syahmi . give him de particulars f0rm and m0ney f0r band fund and band camp . and went h0me al0ne . still abit dizzy . reached h0me den bathed den lie 0n the bed sleep alr . hahaha .

o4/11/2o06

erms . t0day early in the m0rning w0ke up at 7.15 . g0t ready . ate breakfast . bathe . den went 0ff .. haha . t0 PY lar. den still g0t g0 where . 0kay . met trumpeters- su ; sharifah ; priscilla ; zhixuan ; guyan mei ; changyuan ; j0anna ; peiwen ; yiling ; khairul at the bus st0p . hahaha . s0on after .. bus came . den reached py . m0st 0f them were there alr . den fall in , fall 0ut den secti0nals den c0mbined .. den lunch break till 2pm . it was l0ng . haha . bef0re g0ing t0 have lunch . hahahahah . hahaha . j0seph dun0e d0 wad t0 khairul .. den said wad khairul ' yi jia0 ta san chuan ' .. hahaha . i was angry becuz my name was menti0ned first . =(( den i was like wth . den i whacked j0seph real hard 0n his back lar. its sure d0es hurt . d0esnt it ? haha . s0rry . even my hand went all red . haha . den i asked j0seph wad he said juz n0w .. hahaha . khairul saw me beating j0seph . haha . den j0seph dun0e say wad . and khairul starting chasing him .. -.- ''' hahah . he didnt 'yi jia0 ta san chuan ' 0kayy . where g0t s0 kua zhang arh ch0ng ? y0u`re s0 g0nna get it fr0m me! =) haha . den after that . walked here and there . back and f0rth . damn .. they c0uldnt even decide the eating place .. haha . den decided t0 settle d0wn at the prata sh0p .. the 0ther side was full .. haha .. den erm .. they went t0 0rder wadever they have t0 . den eat . haha . khairul sat 0pp0site me .. =D i didnt eat 0r drink at all . juz play games in my hp . den i dun0e wad happened . khairul asked smth .. den zach was like saying my name .. den khairul said my name . " huifang ?! " with the dun0e wad face la . den i l0oked up . i was blur . i dun0e wad in the hell had happened . juz didnt care. hahha . played big fun in the sun ; cant take my eyes 0ff y0u ; tequila ; final c0untd0wn ; challenge the sky and the heaven ab0ve ; blue ridge saga ; instant c0ncert ; acc0lada . hahaha . s0oooo many can . i had fun helping them .. hahaha . den ab0ut 4+ was dismissed . i didnt want t0 g0 h0me . s0 f0ll0wed the rest t0 the gate . den came back t0 sit at de dun0e where . den aidil was like calling b0o ke0ng . haha . called him names like ah b0o ; b0o b0o .. den al0t la .. cant rmber . STM . =) den erm . went t0 sit at de chair .. den after that went flagp0le there . den they started playing s0ccer . haha . felix was like asking every0ne which class we will be in next year . i said sec 4 . haha . he didnt believe . l0l . mayb its because im s0o small-sized . hahah . den after awhile 0f watching them play . went t0 the back t0 see them d0 the mace . haha . yilian mei was s0o cute wif the mace . muahaha . my mei ma . 0f c0urse cute . =) den den . went back t0 flagp0le . den saw khairul laying d0wn there . hahaha . was listening t0 his hp de s0ngs . i dun0e lar . juz walked past him w/o saying aniting . he didnt say anithing t0o wad . haha . den after that . we were t0ld t0 g0 h0me . den walked t0 the gate there . every0ne started talking .. discussing ab0ut whether t0 g0 h0me 0r g0 street s0ccer c0urt play s0ccer . haha . den erm . khairul was like walking t0 the bus st0p .. he wanted t0 g0 h0me lar . den j0anna st0pped him . den haha . i dun0e why . i went t0 kayp0 . haha . den j0anna talked t0 chelsea . left me and khairul there . we didnt talk as usual . khairul walked past me again . w/o talking . hahaha . after that . they talked and talked and talked . den j0die turned ar0und and say . " dun jeal0us la . HAHAHA " den i was like wth .. wadever la .. im n0t jeal0us . den yiling came and dragged me t0 i dun0e where . haha . i didnt m0ve at all . den j0die say again . " dun jeal0us lar . " haahhaha . since when was i jeal0us ?! erm .. den when they finally decided t0 g0 play s0ccer . a wh0le bunch 0f them left . den i turned and walked t0 the bus st0p . den j0die c0me again saying " dun want g0 wif khairul arh ? " 0kayy . i sh0wed her the rubber face . wth . i was like wadever .. i dun want . den j0die .. i think it was her . called khairul 2 times . i dun0e wad happened after that cuz i didnt turn back .den went up bus . haha . stupied th0ughts . den reached h0me . n0b0dy was h0me . den 0nline . after awhile . i saw khairul 0nline .. erm .. i was thinking i th0ught he went wif the 0thers t0 play s0ccer .. h0w can he be 0nline .. hahaha .. n0w watching g0ong . i wasnt really watching lar . was busy d0ing s0 many things .

HAPPY 17TH BURFDAY SABRINA JIE ! XD

0kay lar .. end here . g0tta turn it early . im tired . =)

-y0u didnt care 0ne bit ab0ut h0w i feel . hais .

o1/11/2o06

alright . went f0r art . yea . it was 0kay . everything turned 0ut fine . tang came and gave us a talk . s0 b0ring! =) den after that dismissed le . den went bus st0p . saw carmen mei . =) den den . went meet guyan mei . walked arnd . haha . saw syahmi ; rachel ; shafiq [ primary sch ] ; hajar ; faizah ; auni ; daniel ; hazmi ; natasha . hmm . didnt get t0 bump int0 the pers0n i really want t0 . =(( and she g0t me a shirt and nail p0lish . hahaha . yay ! my bdae prez f0r this year . muahaha . spent $10 lar . den went h0me .

later g0ing t0 help 0ut . yea . again . hmmm . den g0tta ask if i can buy sh0rts an0t . im sh0rt 0f sh0rts ! arghhh . i need them f0r my trip . =) g0tta get arnd 2-3 pair . muahaha . h0pe it isnt t0o ex th0ugh . haha .

hmmmm . went khairul`s bl0g .. wad the . his bl0gskin was jay . but it was quite nice . but abit gay-ish . muahaha . s0rry . n0 0ffence . hmm . he changed bl0gskin and tagb0ard t0o . must suit the backgr0und y0u kn0w . grey backgr0und . grey tagb0ard . alth0ugh mine is n0t grey backgr0und and grey tagb0ard . but de tagb0ard is blue . hahaha . l0l . he g0t a grey backgr0und t0o . same as mine . GREY! =D muahahaha . i l0ve baby blue ; grey and black ! =) teeheex .

0kayy . g0tta wash up and 0ff t0 help 0ut . =)

31/1o/2o06.

haha . these few days g0tta g0 t0 sch0ol early in de m0rning man . g0sh . im tired . yea . been chi0ng-ing g0ong . hmmm .. tmr 9-12 g0t art less0n at art r0om 2 . nidda decide 0n the N levels art w0rk . heex . den after that maybe meeting guyan mei . den thur . 0s0 same time ; same place . den after that g0t c0uncil meeting . friday . same time ' same place again . g0t band after that . haha .

shall end here . teeheez . last day 0f the m0nth . =)

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