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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

25/o4/20o6.

hais.. school was okay todae lo.. haha.. dun feel like blogging though .. hais.. MOODLESS LAR !!!
hais.. ever since 22nd april .. yes .. that very day.. i have been moodless till now can .. dunnnoe why .. issit becus i miss dose times on de field ? miss my seniors ? miss de pingyians ? i dunnoe at all .. no idea .. hais.. heard that we lose to bowen by juz that pathetic 1 MARK ! wah piangs.. damn it lo .. wad de heck can .. ANGRY !! hais.. when can i be happiie againx ? i dun wan to be like dis.. i dun wan .. pls let me live my happiiee life again .... =)

HAPPIE 14th BURFDAE TO MY DEAR WENXI MEI MEI !! =) MUACKS ! hope you lurbex de prezzie and de card wor .. dun crample de cared orhs .. hahas.. =))

♥ posted on 7:47 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

22/o4/20o6.

EVERYTHING ENDED WITH CRIES . I REALLY DUNCH KNOE WAD TO DO NEXT . KILL MYSELF OR WAD? HAIS . I JUX CAN`T STOP BLAMING MYSELF FOR WAD HAPPENDED . I SHOULDN`T HAVE FALL OUT . I REALLY SHOULDN`T . I AM GONNA PUT IN MY BEST IN DE NEXT OUTDOOR COMPETITION . I`M NOT GONNA FALL OUT OR ANITING .

I PROMISE YA , KHAIRUL . I`M GONNA PUT IN MY BEST . I WILL BE MUCH MUCH MORE STRONGER BY THEN . =)

♥ posted on 11:36 AM

22/o4/20o6.

okok.. in de morning at abt 6 plus.. den take train go bedok.. den reached bedok mrt station.. den waited for denecia to come.. den went to bus stop.. took 222 to pingyi.. den reached pingyi... den went canteen sit down.. den take instruments go terrace dere combine music.. warm up.. den break. den went back to terrace dere again.. den played de repetoire.. hahaha... den went to field first block formation. den do de whole ting .. den de seniors were cheering us on.. den break.. den did de formations over and over again.. den at 10 plus.. kept instruments at canteen den didmissed liao.. got 4 hours break.. cool ! den almost all of us went back home... haha.. den i went home den bathe den cleaned de shoes and pants.. den went to inter again.. meet denecia.. den went to bedok take 222 go pingyi.. den met many ppl at de bus.. haha.. den dey were toking very loudly can.. haha.. den reached dere.. went to canteen.. changed into full uni.. den got badge wor.. haha.. got my name on it de.. soo COOL can.. den i polished de cymbals.. den went to de terrace again.. warmed up.. den played de repetoire again.. den de seniors went to de fifth floor of de carpark.. den all dressed in black.. looked like a huge gang for afar.. hahaha.. den went field.. fall in first block formation.. den did de whole ting.. den de seniors were cheering us on.. den break.. den load instruments up de lorry.. den went band room.. watched video again. was very touching can.. den gim kai asked us to stand up.. den hugg people around us.. den i started crying badly.. i can`t stop crying.. hais.. den de alumni went arnd giving out tissue papers.. haha.. den hew yen came and comforted me and i cried more.. hais.. everbody was like leaving de music room liao.. den i still crying.. hais.. den went out of de band room.. still crying badly.. den went up de bus.. den was still crying... hais.. den reached stadium.. was like WOW ! soo mani bands... OMG !! was starting to scared liao.. haha.. den saw suhaila.. miss her soo much can.. den she walked pass us.. wished us all de best for de comp.. den played percussion solo.. den was so high... haha.. den gathered.. den mr poh talked to us.. den went back to our positions.. den played fierawinds march in over and over again.. den played to whole repetoire.. den gathered again.. den changed into full uni with all de tings.. den gave my specs to khairul.. ask him help me take care.. den we fall in first block formation.. den fierawinds march in.. did a few steps den stopped.. sit down gather.. den mr poh talked to us.. haa.. den de seniors kept shouting de titans cheer.. den we shout along.. no voice liao le lar.. haha.. den we got up.. fall in and went in de stadium de tunnel dere.. still got 2 more band in front of us.. den waited for damn long can.. den we went to de shelter dere.. behind de band which was in front of us.. den when dey marched out, we went up to de track dere.. den sedia position.. no one moves.. de judges were looking out for mistakes.. den was very scared.. de supporters were cheering non stop... den shouting and shouting de cheers.. den it was our turn.. instruments up.. drop check.. march in fierawinds.. den reached our positions.. pushed our postures and instruments up high.. den drop check again.. did de whole repetoire.. den march out.. den go into fightclub position.. den march out again.. de other band gave de tempo.. den double beat.. den our turn.. played de percussion solo.. den for quite a long time.. den double beat.. den faced de judges.. went back to sedia position.. with heads held up high, posture... den after a long time.. many ppl falling out.. i felt giddy already.. den can`t balance.. den my vision was very blur.. den can feel tt my head was banging on de idoit sl`s back.. wth ! eeyee.. !!!! omg.. den shafiq came and get me out of de squard.. den can`t walk properly.. was slanting to one side.. den seniors crowded arnd me.. den sit down.. de seniors helped me take off de uni.. den was still giddy.. my vision still as blur.. den de seniors helped me lie down, helded my legs up high so de blood can flow.. den engheng uncle fanned me with de fan den vanessa keep comforting me.. den i cried badly again.. i cried for a long time.. alot of seniors came comforting me.. shikin jie , esther jie , mr liang, engheng uncle , vanessa and alot more..

THANKS, MY BELOVED SENIORS ! LUV YOU GUYS LOTS ! MISS YOU GUYS LOTS ! MUACKSS !

den i felt better.. i wan go back de squard den can`t .. sheryl came and told me tt de idoit management team dun allow lor.. damn it !!! ARGH !! den i promised sheryl to calm down and stop crying and she will let me join de band when de band march forward to de school and play de repetoire once more.. den i agreed.. gou gou shou wif her.. haha.. den stopped crying.. den faced de band.. de results.. finally...

BAND NO.8 : SPRINGFIELD ND PINGYI MILITARY BAND.... GOLD !

wahs.. den de seniors all went bonkers.. was jumping and cheering us on.. haha.. den i oso lor.. sit down dere.. shout and shout.. haha.. den went up to de band dere.. de supporters dere.. den dunnooe why.. cried again.. hais.. den siew li and alot of seniors came comforting me.. den after awhile.. i stopped crying.. den siew li asked me whether i wanna join de band in playing de repetoire.. den i quickly run dere.. haha.. den fall in den played with de others.. i was like soo high can.. den after playing de repetoire.. we went back to de tunnel dere.. all were shouting and screaming.. haha.. lols.. den i jux stand dere.. moodless.. day dream.. den esther jie came.. comforted me again.. i feel like crying again.. but i did not.. haha.. den melody asked me to smile .. but i can`t giv her a smile as i was moodlesss.. sorry.. haha.. den went into sections.. den gathered.. den section by section went out.. den on our way to de bus, sheryl was soo funnie lar.. she kept playing songs from de loudspeaker.. and de songs was like soo .... omg.. den played happy tree frends and other songs.. haha.. den went up de bus.. den went back to school.. den was soo tired.. haha. den gathered at canteenn.. go keep instruments and went back canteen again.. den mr poh talked to us about lots of things.. den thanked our beloved seniors , mr poh , teachers... den dismissed.. den percussion gathered at de front of de canteen .. den one by one introduced de seniors to us ... haha.. den talked to us for a long time.. seniors took turns to speak.. den when khairul started speaking.. he actually CRIED ! omg.. first time c him crying mans.. hais.. den i cried too lar... den take pics.. den dismissed.. can`t find my uni. wth ! den shikin jie told me tink is in de band room le.. de seniors brought dem up.. den ask me come find it when i come to pingyi again barhs... den khairul still crying.. omg ! khairul arh khairul... big boi liao.. cannot cry le okay.. CHEER UP ! i`m behind ya all de way.. if got aniting, can tell me one.. =) den went to khairul.. den actually wan to comfort him de.. but in de end, dun dare.. haha.. den asked him for my specs onli ... hais.. den he said it`s with shane.. wahs.. i thought he will keep it himself de.. haha.. nvm.. den went to shane .. asked him for my specs.. den he was like blur can.. he said ur specs wif me arhs.. hahha. den i said khairul said it`s wif ya.. den he started searching for my specs.. haha.. den finally found le.. den he gave it to me den went off le lor.. den ran and catch de bus.. haha.. den in de bus... moodless.... hais.. den went home.. reached at abt 9 plus can.. den faster eat and bathe den go slp liao.. haha... i dun wan to seperate with de pingyians..

although we seperating soon , our hearts will still be as one.. linkked together..

TITANS will always be in my mind , heart and soul . nvr be forgotten ..

TITANS , MUAH ONE ND ONLY BAND FOREVA !

TITANS RAWKS FOR LIFE !!!! =)

HAPPY BURFDAY WENDY MEI ! hee .

♥ posted on 8:24 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

21/o4/20o6.

sch was okay todae.. had chinese test... haha. was okay lo.. den after sch.. straight away went to pingyi.. go toilet changed into pe den went up percussion room. den polished instruments.. den after a long time, we were asked to fall in at de carpark dere.. did new gimmick for pilatus.. haha.. den take instruments go put at canteen dere.. den went terrace dere.. den was raining marhs.. soo procceed to canteen lo.. den zach talked abt lots of things.. den very touching.. hais.. wanted to cry when tmr i getting nearer and nearer.. cus seperating with pingyi tmr liao.. hais.. i dun wanna leave dem... den go sectional bonding.. den shane talked to us abt lots of things lo.. wanted to cry too. hais..

CHERISH ALL DE PRECIOUS MOMENTS THAT WE HAVE NOW CUZ IT`S GOIN TO END SOON...

hais.. i really want to cry now.. can i ? hais.. everything is soo .... hais.. den went fall in first block.. did fierawinds march in.. alot of times lo.. den after tt did de whole repetoire.. den was very tired.. haha.. den during de last formation ... guess wad happended ? I FELL DOWN AGAIN !! damn it ! why i everytime fall down de.. hais.. suay mans ... at de fightclub part dere.. i fall while marching backwards.. haha.. first time sia.. everytime is shoe drop out, not fall down.. ahha.. soo idoit lor mi..hais. feel so stupied can.. haha. den khairul came and like WAH ! fall down again ? haha.. lols.. den he say i nvr march properly so i fall down.... den i was like no, is i tripped ... hais.. i hope i dun fall tmr.. haha.. den was very dirty lor.. HIT MY HEAD AGAIN ! MY HEAD KENA BANGED ON DE GROUND LOR !!!!!! WHY EVERYTIME FALL DOWN DEN KENA MY HEAD DE... my head innocent de lo.... haha.. lols.. argh!!! den erms .... kip instruments.. den take section photo.. my hair sucks can.. den gathered at canteen.. den we sepearte into 2 sides.. pingyi one side, springfield one side.. den miss tan talked alot lo.. den thanked us for giving her great moments in de band for 1 and a half years.. tts long .. haha. den she almost cried can.. omg ! no mood le larhs... den mr poh said our performance was marvellous ! haha.. den de seniors were like madd dogs shouting from de opp carpark dere... ahha.. den was funnie lor... de seniors were shouting at de end of every song... haha.. den after band... dismissed.. den went to water cooler straight away.. den khairul and shane were dere.. buying drinks.. den i wan drink marhs.. den asked khairul give me drink.. den drink 2 sips ... and he want it back liao.. saying he bought de drink for 70 cents.. he onli drank 40 cents ... haha.. KHAIRUL IS SOO VERY DE LAME WOR ! =)) haha.. den gave him back lo.. den said bye bye den go off le lo.. haha..

TITANS !!
tmr is our BIG DAY !
SYF 2006 !
SPRINGFIELD AND PINGYI MILITARY BAND ..... GOLD WITH HONOUR !! =)
wahs... haha..
put in our best tmr .... get back de gold that de seniors got for us 2 years ago ....
U SENIORS RAWKS TOTALLY !! MUACKSS !
GOLD WITH HONOUR !
hais.. tmr we maybe seperating le.. hais..
it all depends on de RESULT ! omg !
hees.. JIAYOU !!!!!!! =)

♥ posted on 9:43 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

19/o4/20o6.

lets tok abt ytd.. haha. erms.. was dismissed from class at 9.05am ! haha.. was soo happie.. dun nidda take maths test.. but dunnoe got retest nots lor.. scared dun hab den get 0 marks sia .. i dunn wann ! haha. den go toilet change into half uni ... den went canteen buy bread go ava outside dere eat lor.. den 9.30 fall in at porch .. den went up de bus.. den reached pingyi.. den put things at percussion room. den take instruments down .. den guys help load instruments up de lorry while de gals and de others went up de bus.. haha.. den not long after.. reached de stadium.. den dey were having sectionals liao by de time we unload all de instuments from de lorry.. haha.. den fall in first block formation without de band.. den did de march in alot of times.. very tired lor.. but mus ENDORE !! den got one time.. mr poh sae drop check.. DEN DE WHOLE PERCUSSION SECTION FALL DOWN TOGTHER CAN !! haha.. den de tupied track soo damn sticky lor.. hate de track !! argh ! den de whole band fall in.. den did de fierawinds.. den got soo mani ppl fall down can... cus of de idoit track lor.. haha.. den was very funnie.. haha ! den erms.. did soo mani things lar.. den it started RAINING ! wah piangs.. why everytime we go stadium den rain de.. why can`t we have a proper practice hur.. hais.... den after tt.. combine music at de chairs dere.. haha.. den do formations again.. den change into full uni.. den did everyting again.. PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT ! buck up... haha.. den was very tired lor.. den did de whole ting again with de march out and march in to de field again to get de "results" .. haha.. den de seniors say SPRINGFIELD AND PINGYI MILITARY BAND , RESULTS ON SAT .. wah laos.. haaha.. lols.. den take uniform.. de whole band went up de bus.. den we, percussionists nidda wait for de lorry de come marhs.. den in de mean time, we did a new gimmick for de percussion solo... den tried it once.. den de bus driver came and told us tt de bus have to leave now.. soo we put our instruments at one side den take uni went up de bus.. when we reached dere.. everyone was like having lunch liao.. haha.. den went to band room put uni dere..en went to lunch lo.. till 4.. 3 plus have to report back.. haha. den after tt.. went up to band room.. was sitting at one side tinking of lots of things... den was moodless.. den actualli wanna combine de percussion play the repetoire one time through de.. but have to fall in at netball court.. haha.. den went to fall in with instruments of cus.. den went to field.. did de formation.. den break.. den went to terrace .. did combine music.. den 6 plus.. mr surapon have to leave to go to de airport... he still dun wanna leave wor.. he still wanna stay sia.. soo funnie lor.. den stand up.. greeted mr ong and thanked mr surapon for all de hard work tt he have did for us ... THANK YOU ! =) was sadd... hais.. den went to field .. did formations again... den break.. den khairul told me that when i march.. i looked like doing catwalk.. wahs.. haha.. i laughed like hell can.. haha.. den de last time.. i did de formation WITHOUT my shoes.. i feel soo uncomfortable wearing shoes during formations.. haha.. dunnoe why though.. haha.. den did de whole repetoire.. mr poh and mr liang was at de fifth floor of e carpark opp de sch.. den watched us from dere.. haha. den after de whole ting.. keep instruments.. den khairul told mii tt my fightclub and party de gimmicks very de stiff.. i jux can`t relax.. dunnoe why.. hais.. den helped de sideline with de instruments.. and yes... i helpes de sideline carry de xylo.. i can`t carry it.. i was moving very slowly okay.. maybe i am too tired for everything.. no strength.. haha.. last time i can carry it de okay.. den went to parade square.. den gathered dere.. den mr poh told us tt we did great ! haha. den mr poh also say that if we do like tt during de competition sure got GOLD de.. wahs.. every one was soo high can.. den started shouting and everything.. haha. den mr poh say that maybe on sat is our last day together as one band liao.. hais.. feel like crying at tt very moment sia.. but didnt.. haha.. den sat.. maybe 7 plus fall in and 10 plus dimiss.. can go home or go with de section for lunch or anithing larhs.. den 2pm fall in again.. 4 pm go stadium.. hais.. i really dun wanna seperate with dem.. hais.. den fall in den mr poh say maybe dis is de 2nd last time we will be during de fall out as one band le.. hais.. i really wanna cry now ! can i ? hais.. den went home lo. den do chinese hw..

2o/o4/20o6.

den todae sch was okays lo.. den after sch went to sc room.. take tie den go hall take cca photo.. haha.. den hav chinese oral.. was very nervous.. den kip on saying den den den.. wa laos.. den its like soo ..... haha.. den was de last person.. haha.. was very wad lors.. hais... den went home.. den watch tv till 7 plus.. den online... den now talking with chelsea mummiiee.. haha.. really miss her and all my god familie members lots.. i really can`t bear to leave dem all.. hais.. but still have to seperate one day... hais..

TITANS !
we CAN do it if we WANT to... !
we did it on wed .. de last one we did ...
YES ! GOLD IS OURS ! hees..
o2 days to SYF !!

hais..
i still marching like doing catwalk..
i`m still soo stiff at fightclub and party gimmickks..
why can`t i jux RELAX ?

♥ posted on 7:30 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

18/o4/20o6.

hais.. todae sch okay okay lo.. den dismissed from class at ard 1.25.. den go change into half-uni den made our way to pingyi.. den reached dere.. put bags at band room den take uniform down den fall in.. was raining can... den erms.. reached national stadium .. den put uni at de chairs dere.. den went down take instruments lo .. den helped de sideline too .. den after tt.. sectional music.. warm ups.. den combine at de track dere.. den fall in first block .. den did de whole repertoire .. den erms... march outx.. den let de other sch which was here do their formation too.. den we went up de chairs dere.. mr poh told us our performance was not good... den dressing out.... den after de other band march out le.. we went for combine music at de chairs dere.. den fall in first block again.. was raining.. but not heavy.. den reached position.. rain getting bigger and bigger le.. ARGH ! but we continued with our formations.. den until pilatus .. rain too big liao.. den mr poh ask us to come to de shelter dere.. den told us alot of things.. based on our performance jux now, we can get silver.. but dat depends on de judge .. maybe not even a silver... hais.. was dissapointed.. den combine music again at de chairs dere.. den after awhile, went back pingyi .. keep uni at de cupboards at de room beside de music room.. den went in de room.. watched de video tt de seniors recorded at de stadium jux now.. hais.. did badly ... hais.. i am such a failure ... hais.. den after tt.. mr poh corrected de mistakes we made during de formations.. den went take bags .. go perc room keep instruments... den gathered at canteen ... seniors took turns to tok 2 us one by one.. den at de end we went to a table... put our hands on top of each other at shouted PERCUSSION ! haha.. dat ting was lame though.. hees.. den went home.. almost missed de bus lo.. haha.. den at de bus.. tinking of lots of things.. den tink of my performance jux now.. alot of tings lo.. den was moodless.. den reached home ta 8 plus.. den bathe, eat den do hw.. i finished my maths but chinese haben.. no mood do lars.. den tmr can de dismissed from class at 9.30.. yay ! nidda reach pingyi at 10.. den go national stadium.. but not sure can go anot.. haha.. hais.. mr surapon leaving at 5 plus tmr.. i wish he could saty longer and teach us more tings.. hais....

TITANS !
o4 more days to syf !
JIAYOU !!
put in de EFFORT ...
concentrate ! focus ! we can do it !

♥ posted on 9:22 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

17/o4/20o6.

haha.. sch was quite okays todae.. den after sch .. band... haha. went caltax buy lunch den take taxi to pingyi. reached dere at around 2.15 .. haha. was quite early .. de pingyians were taking out de instruments liao.. mr surapon helped us tune de drums .. haha.. erms.. de snare drummers got their new sticks todae.. soo as de tom players and base drummers.. haha.. nuthing for cymbals.. haha. got new cymbals liao.. wad for want aniting.. hahaa.. lols.. den after tt, went sectionals at netball court while de band combine do warm up at de terrace.. i hate dat place ! i fell down dere and i`m scared of de place now.. de drain dere.. de very spot tt i fell down at.. haha.. den after tt , went fall in at de sideline de instruments dere.. den de rain was like keep splashing on me ... hate it can ! den played de repetoire .. den fall in in de netball court .. den i dunnoe do wad liao.. den fall in 1st block formation .. den did de thing over and over again .. hahas.. was very tired okay.. but still endore till de end.. for soo long , NO break at all.. hais.. den after a few more times, we were given 5 mins break .. den rest of cus .. den everytime i see chelsea mummiiee, she arhs.. pull long face de.. like change a person liao lor.. nvr smile de.. haiyos.. CHEER UP, MUMMIIEE !! nu er will support ya de.. if got aniting feel free to come to mii.. i will be a good listening ear to ya .... =) CHEER UP !!!! muacksS ! hees.. den after tt, fall in in pilatus formation.. den we excahnged cymbal.. take turns marhs.. if not not fair yeah .. hahas.. den did de whole ting again and again.. was damn tired. hais.. den did de whole ting one time w/o stopping den fall in in netball court again.. den did de whole repetoire in piano ( P ) .. den was very soft.. haha. was feeling exhausted.. eee... haha.. den after tt dismissed le.. den keep instruments.. helped sideline with de instruments ... den went to main gate met junhong k0r and cheryl mei .. gave him his burfday present.. haha.. den said bye bye den went off le.. hahas.. HAPPIE 16th BURFDAE TO JUNHONG KOR ! =) hees... haha.. den was moodless during de trip to de mrt station.. moodless all de wae.. dunnoe wad in de world has happened.. everyone have been ignoring me.. hais.. was have i done wrong ? why ? hais.. den come home .. bathe, pack uniform, eat den here i am blogging.. haha.. my mei want use le.. end here liao.. oh ya ! tmr going stadium lo.. yayness ! =)

TITANS !!
o5 days m0re t0 0uR biG daY !!
JIAYOU !!
put in de EFFORT !!
GOOD SOUND , GOOD POSTURE , GOOD FORMATION !
JIAYOUS !!
i really dun wanna seperate wif de pingyians ... hais..

♥ posted on 9:19 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

16/o6/20o6.

hais.. today .. another badd day ... hais.. my mei kena kicked out of de house by my daddy.. dis was wad happened.. my daddy came home.. ask us go do homework.. den my mei playing comp marhs.. den after a few calls.. my mei wan go do hw le.. den my daddy go into de room scold her lor.. den it was like he nvr listen to my mei de explaination ... hais.. mei oso partly got fault de lar.. hu tell her dun wan go do hw at de first place .. den now kena scolded and chase out lo.. now raining somemore.. she dont wan move in larhs.. stand down dere kane rain water.. ltr sick how? hais.. dunnoe wad i should do to save dis ... hais.. my mei come back home le.. hais.. finally lor.. haha.

wahs.. tmr is junhong k0r`s burfdae.. hahas.. if i not moodless den i will saboe him .. if i moodless den u can fang xin le.. haha..

siians.. cant study for my chem test cus i left my book and file in sch.. WTH !?!? argh ! hais...

moodless..
leave me alone..

TITANS !!
jiayous ..
o6 days m0re t0 syf..
I REALLY DUN WANNA SEPERATE WIF DE PINGYIANS !!!!!
can we dun seperate.... pls...
hais....

♥ posted on 4:10 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

15/o4/20o6.

hais . todae morning went to meet wenxi mei mei at mrt dere de bus stop. halfwae met joanna. hahas. den go tgt nor. haha. den band starts . den got one instructor from thailand , mr surapon , came over and teached us many things.. was confused and blur though . didnt understand wad he was saying at first.. but slowly i can understand. hahas.. everything was fine in hours of training... den till de combine at the terrace .. okay.. i and faizah was called out to go in front. i was blur at first okay.. den faizah called mii to go down.. den i was walking at de drain dere with de grills one. den walked walked walked .. suddenly .. '' BONG!'' i FELL DOWN !! everyone was looking back at me lo. soo malu !! =( den was like wth ! nobody helped me up or aniting.. den i get up by myself.. hais.. except shane .. he came and asked me whether i was fine .. den de pain came .. i went down de stairs.. den played firebird .. my leg and head hurting like hell lo.. den managed to control my tears .. but some cant though. haa.. was very pain lo.. ewww !! hais.. den miss tan helped me clean de wound and put medicine and plaster.. haha. thanks !! den gimkai came.. he was making fun of me okay .. grr.. asked me whether i can walk .. i nodd... asked whether i can run... i nodd... haha. den farzana sae i strong wad.. haha.. lols.. den fall in first block formation. den did de whole thing. over and over again. haha.. den dunnoe wad happened liao. shikin jie finally came le !! haha.. miss her soo soo much lor.. didnt get to c her for de past 2 weeks or so.. haha.. den it was lunch break... went with de section .. ate 2 plain prata.. haha.. khairul have not been eating lunch on saturdays for de past 2 weeks liao.. haha.. den tink todae he nvr eat oso barhs.. nvr c him ard .. haa.. not hungry mehs.. haha. lols.. den after lunch break.. did formations again lo. den was bearing with de pain.. den time passes fast.. it was like already 5 plus.. haha.. den de pain was getting more pain.. very hard to hentak lor.. eeee !!! hate it lar.. den mr poh, mr surapon , and all de seniors went to de carpark opposite de sch.. haa.. except for khairul and shane.. they have to help de sideline out marhs.. haha.. den we fall in facing de carpark .. haha.. den did malaguena .. den at firebird .. stopped den go back again.. haha.. den did for de last time.. was okay okay larhs.. den at de fightcluub part.. wahs.. was very de scary lor.. aqidah and johann fell down.. haha.. den khairi had blackout.. haiyos.. fainted mans ! haha. omg.. was very de scary lar can.. omg.. den continued de repetoire.. haha.. den was very tired. haha.. den fall out.. keep instruments and fall in at parade square.. gathered dere. mr poh said lots of things.... cant rmb all... all i can rmb is we going stadium on tues !! yayness ! =) haha. den said tt wad he teaches in 2 months , mr surapon can teach in one day wors .. WOW ! haha.. den sang b`dae song for de april babies.. den fall out den dismissed liao.. den went to bubble tea shop. haha... den drag and drag and drag.. den i wanted to go home first.. so i went off lo.. khairul and khairi was in front.. walking togther while i was at de back.. nvr tok 2 dem.. haha.. was moodless lo.. actually plan to saboe jeffery todae de lorx.. but no mood lar.. haha.. aniways.. happie b`dae to ya ! =) den took de same bus home as khairul , siew li , ee woon , farhan , shafiq and alot more larhs.. haha.. but didnt sit together with dem.. sat at one side alone . as uaual.. haha.. den was tinking of alot of things while on de bus.. haha.. den reached inter.. took mrt back .. den take bus again.. den reached home at abt 8 plus.. haha.. den eat, watch tv and everything.. den here i am blogging .. haha.. shall end here liao.. no mood le..

TITANS !!
o7 days m0re t0 g0 !
JIAYOU !
make our final lap !
put in de EFFORT , GOLD will be OURS !
get into the finals and everything..
JIAYOU !! dun give up easily.. =)

♥ posted on 9:34 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

13/o4/20o6.

in de morning have bedok reseviour run .. de springfielders assembled at de got stage dere. was quite messy though . den after awhile . all sitted down le . den sang de national amthem w/o de song den sae de pledge . den sitted down . den start de run . upper sec boys , upper sec gurls , lower sec boys , lower sec gurls and de non- runners . den halfway , started to rain lar. hais. den all de ppl come back wet . haha. den after alot of ppl come back .. den that idoit brendan come show off to mii that he got top ten in de run . 8th .. den i was like haha . den after awhile started to rain again. i went into de shelter. den wenxi come back woth yan jun they all . den they were all wet from head to toes. haha. den we bought drinks den decided to go wenxi`s house bath .. den walked and walked and walked . finally reached le . was quite tired lar. den yan jun and shafiqah was like u bath first.. u bath first larhs. den they were dragging on and on . den yan jun pushed mii into toilet . and so , i was de first one to bathe. haha. den wenxi go bath in de room . den it was shafiqah`s and yan jun`s turn . haha. den all bathe finished le. den polish de shoes. hahas. den went to mac eat breakfast. den went for band.. reached dere at 11 plus lo. den put things down . den go de railing dere . sort of daydream . was thinking of something larhs. was quite sadd de . but i didnt cry . i hold on to my tears . den went to band room outside take de shako, gornlet and de landyard . on de way dere and yes ! i saw wee chew. haha. long time no c him le. his hair grow le . haha. den went to take instruments . combine at band room . de band worked on de fan gimmick . den de percussion played our solo for dem . den went fall in in pilatus formation . den did it over and over again . den break . den fall in in first block formation . den do de whole formation once or twice den break . pingyi speech day .. was okay lo . first have one last reheasal . den went to our respective rooms to have water and food. den after tt de actual thing started . den de parade participants went to de parade square fall in . den evry thing was going smoothly . den got one gurl fainted , straight on de ground. OMG ! tt was soo damn scary can . den everything ended . ran out of de parade square . went to de field . den rest there . den after de lion dance thingy . sediya position . dne wait for de guest of honour to go up to de 3rd floor den everything started .. DROP CHECK ! den did de whole formation . i was very exhausted . but i nvr give up . endore !! den de fight club part . damn it !! i have a habit lehs .. everytime fightclub comes, my shoe SURE drop out de. shoe shoe or marching shoe. both will drop out. its just too loose for mii larhs. my legs are small.. i admit tt okay. den went back to de classroom . rest outside . den gathered. mr poh asked us how we performed . den said alot of things. tt our dressing were all out becus we cannot identify who is who when we were in de formation cus everyne looks de same in uniform. haha. den music was okay. den formation i dunnoe liao. haha. den take turns, section by section go drink water . den after tt take section photos too. den was quite fun . really enjoyed myself but deep down inside from my heart I`M BROKEN !!! hais. den take photos as a band. first one. we looked up into de sky. second one . we point up to de camera. was quite lame lo. haha. den sitted down again. den did de seizing command thingy. haha. was fun lo. den went to de dunnoe ware... fall in den first command, fall out. second one , formed a straight line from de shortest to de tallest . den was quite messy. i`m of cus amongst de short people lo. den third command , formed 5 lines .. haha. den kip on hentaking. haha. den mr poh sae. actualli wen u reach ur place can halt le. hantak for wad. haha. den we r like laughing. lols. den formed 2 lines .. den walked to basketball court fall in in fight club formation. den de percussion and sideline percussion was arranged dis way . sidelines anihow stand but got 2 rows 8 ppl each can le. den followed by us. 4 toms , 4 bass , 6 snares , 2 clash . den practiced de march in and march out for comp. haha. was quite blur at first lo. but was okay . den it was de so called promotion dae lo. alot of ppl got promoted to de next rank lo. but i didnt. hais. haha. but nvm . hais.. dun give up ! dere`s still chance in july .. haha. den de promotion thing end le . den gathered. den fall in , fall out den go take instruments from de classroom den go kip. den fall in, den dismissed le. haha. was VERY VERY moodless ytd. even now i`m moodless.. hais.

TITANS !!!
8 more days to syf lo ..
everything not okay yet . hais.
JIAYOU !
we must get back de GOLD that de seniors got for us !
WE MUST AND WE WILL ! =)

♥ posted on 10:18 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

12/o4/20o6.

haha. erms. sch was fine todae .. den after sch . met wenxi mei mei and yanjun dey all .. den go bedok inter tgt .. den go mac eat lunch. onli ate fries. hahas. den went pingyi . was quite early . 3 plus.. onli 5 ppl were dere. how pathetic. hahas. den sectionals. den go fall in at parade square first block formation. do malaguena gimmicks . den do get de party started. den percussiion solo de formation. den de band do de gimmick. de fan thingy . haha. den break. den fall in in de field. first block. den did de whole thing once through den dismissed le. den after tt. kept instruments. den fall in. den gather. den say lots of things . den went to bubble tea shop. denn went back. on de way back.. realised i fotgot take my council uni back. oh gosh. how careless can i be. soo blur. hahas.. den wenxi mei mei accompanied mii back to pingyi look for my uni. den found. haha. den my card no money le. den mei lent mii $2 . go change it at bubble tea shop. den ran back to bus stop cus bus came le. den went home. haha ! thanks mei for everything ! muacks ! =) haha.

TITANS !! hais. we seperating soon after syf .. hais.. can we not seperate?? I DUN WAN ! hais. i will miss every single one of de pingyians lots man ! hais . hope we can get in finals den dun nid seperate le ! haha. wishes ... 10 more days to syf !! jiayou ! titans go g0 GO !! =)

♥ posted on 9:25 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

1o/o4/20o6.

erms. wad sh0uld i p0st n0w lehs. haha. i t0tally have n0 idea.. 0k0k. let`s p0st ab0ut ytd band prac barhs . haha. erms.. reached dere at ar0und 4 plus l0. s0o late larhs. haha. g0 remedial marhs. haha. den dey all were having secti0nals larhs. den i g0 up put bag , take cymbals den g0 d0wn j0in in de squard . den d0 de fightclub de hentaking . haha. i dunn0e h0w t0 sae it larhs. haha. paisehs. erms. den after awhile. c0mbine at field. d0 f0rmati0ns . repeat and repeat again and again. haha. den break . den secti0nals. den d0 de fightclub . dAmn it larhs. my sh0e keep dr0pping 0ut. haha. s0o funnie larhs. de sh0e t0o bigg f0r mii .. but it`s de smallest size le. yo0u can saae my legg small . i dun mindd . hahas. went up t0 hall d0 de percussi0n s0l0 while de band d0 de new gimmicks wif de fans . hahas.. s0o funnie larhs. HAHAHA !! den did 0ver and 0ver again . and de fans keep dr0pping 0ut fr0m their p0ckets. piak piak piak . haha. den break . den d0 the wh0le thing 0ver again . den keep instruments den fall in at flagp0le area. den learn de fall 0ut de ' turn 2 , 3 , 4 . 1 , 2 ,3 , 4 , 5 . TITANS ! hands d0wn . ' haha. lamE ! l0ls ! haha. den t0dae sch was fine. haha. nuthing t0 bl0g le. s0 end here.

11 m0re dayS !! jiay0u titans !! =)) lurbex de band l0tx l0tx ! muackSs !

♥ posted on 2:50 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

o8/o4/20o6.

I`VE LET EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY SENIORS DOWN . I`VE LET EVERY SINGLE ONE OF DE TITANS BAND MEMBERS DOWN . I`VE LET MR POH DOWN . I`M SOO SOO SORRY , EVERYONE . I`M TRULY SORRY . I FEEL SOO REGRETFUL . hais. let`s tok abt ytd barhs . went to pingyi at ard 7 plus . nidda report at 7.45 for sectionals. but when i reached dere . onli a few was dere. hais.. den we sat down at de benches outside de general office. more and more ppl came. haha. den at 8.45, fall in at netball court . den after awhile, fall out , put bags in respective rooms, take instruments and fall in in de field. made 2 circles . inner circle, woodwinds and percussion . outer circle , brasses . den played fierawinds while marching in a circle. den started everyting with running 4 rounds of de field . den repeated for a few times cus we didn`t stop together. den after tt, went for break. den everything went smoothly . did de same things over and over again . break . den fall in in first block formation . did fierawinds march in for a few times den break . haha. den i forgot wad happened le. haha. short term memory loss. hahas.. paisehs larhs. haha.. den went for lunch break . didnt eat much . hahas.. den after tt did malaguena march in . den did de whole thing. den all over and over again . den den went for break . den went for sectionals on de new gimmicks. after awhile, fall in again . den did de whole things. break again . after tt , mr poh, mr liang and qizheng went to de 5th floor of de carpark opposite de school to videocam de whole ting . AND dere was a bloody spy down dere. wa laos. tink we didn`t see him hur .. we did okays . wa laos . fancy spying us. bloody hell . go die larhs. SPY SPY SPY . all u noe is to spy . den why not u go be private investigator and spy all u want . haiyos. den wen mr poh and de others reached de place. we were told to fall in . den did de whole repetoire . until de end of de fight club . de percussion section forgot to give de beats to start off to de next song, riverdane finale. dere was a very very very damn long pause in de middle . we jux stood dere , stunned. den de band was like all turning back and shouting at us . hais. den mr poh asked us to play from riverdance. den after tt went back to first block formation . did everything again. dis time we did not break down . den fall out. kept instuments, fall in at de flagpole area. den mr poh gathered de percussion section and talked to us , lectured us for having no initiative to start off de band again. all 16 of us . no one took to initiative to start off de band again. mr poh was totally dissapointed in us, percussionists . hais . den shane , shafiq , khairul and de other seniors took turns to tok 2 us. have we woke up yet ? 13 more days left to de competition and de percussion section is not together yet . hais. no mood to blog le .
13 more days to syf . wake up .

♥ posted on 2:50 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

o5/o4/20o6.

haha. erms.. ytd learnt to spin cymbals for malaguena . onli de kneel down part. not de whole ting though . hahas... den de riverdance oso. hahas. sch was okay todae. tt idoit bastard finally changed duty place le.. finally, after getting mani scoldings from mii early in de morning.. hahas.. he very de tupied lehs.. step down le still wann do duty . stupied ppl r like dis, cant blame. hahas.. den got student council investiture . hahas.. was successful . hahas.. actualli mondae got oso. haha. den no mood to blog . hahas. erms. den got speech dae reheasal . hahas.. todae finally no rain le . hahahas. have been raining de past few daeys and we didnt get to do aniting. onli do de hall performance. hahas.. den tode rehearse de whole ting . den was very tired larhs. den after every ting ended . percussion was asked to fall in. den played riverdance. den mr poh tested de bass drummers. hahas.. den the toms add in. but no cymbals.. hahas.. down dere relax. day dream. lols. hahas.. den went back pingyi. put instruments . den went down canteen . den dismissed . den went home lo . hahas.. * khairul !! come bao chou le arhs. hahas.. lols. nvm .. i used to flood urs too . hahas.. continue flooding .. hahas.. i dun mind. cuz my blog wont be soo dead. hahas.. thanks ! * =))

♥ posted on 9:26 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

o4/o4/20o6.

hais . 18 m0re days t0 syf 2o06 c0mpetiti0n. but we r n0t united yet . where`s de t0getherness in us? where`s de spirit , de b0nd that de last batch 0f seni0rs have during de 0utd0or peri0d ? hais . w0rk hard ! we can d0 it if we wanna put in de eff0rt . erms. t0dae g0t spf speech day reheasal . haha. every reheasal raining de. s0o didn`t get t0 d0 much . hahass.. unlucky . lols. erms.. learnt new gimmicks f0r fightclub . hahas. s0o fun larhs. den learnt h0w t0 spin cymbals f0r malaguena . hais. s0o tiring l0rs. my sh0ulders s0o pain n0w. hais. den after tt . dismissed le.. went h0me straight. hAha. lols. den ate dinner . hahas.. haben bathe yets.. ltr going le. hahas.. soo chou ! =X hahas.. lols.. kena scolded mani times todae . hais. feel s0o shi bai . still have lots lots and l0ts 0f tr0ubles irritating mii every n0w and then .. wen can i get rid 0f dem. hais.. i really h0pe tt i can find s0me0ne i trust t0tally t0 tell all my troubles t0. hais.. but i can`t find any . why why why? hais.. all i can d0 n0w is sigh sigh and sigh . n0b0dy can help mii . so i have t0 keep all my tr0ubles t0 myself . kip dem deep inside my heart ...

♥ posted on 8:33 PM